~Autum's Love~

My life is wasted away sitting here pondering the days that I spent with you…those cool autumn days and chilly autumn nights we spent talking and kissing …you holding me so near to block out the chilly autumn breeze that surrounded us those evenings in the park…but nothing at that time mattered for we were together…I was your world and you were mine for that precious moment in time..

you left me in ruins…my hopes and dreams I had for us destroyed by your actions…I thought the world of you…I thought you would be the one that would last forever…but now looking back ...I realize all the signs that told me differently…that forewarned the less then happy ending of us…

a part of me died all those months ago…but now as the time has passed and the wounds have healed I no longer feel incomplete without you...I am now able to think back on those days spent long ago with you…and simply just smile and be happy that I had you for a moment in time…although it is only going on two years…it seems to me to have been an eternity since I called you mine… felt the heat of your touch the passion of your kiss….but those are the things I no longer long for from you…

for my love for you starts to slowly fade as my love for another grows more distinct and true….it seems strange how your feelings for one can slowly over time start to fade…for another has replaced the one before him….